Life

Just a little blah blah blah nonsense.

Lately, I've been doing a lot of thinking about my life. Where I was, where I am now, and where I someday want to be. A lot of my focus, actually has been so heavily set on where I am now. I feel like I've made mistakes that lead me here, which completely counter-act where I want to be. Like, dropping out of school.

Without my degree at this point, especially around here where I live, a decent paying job is pretty impossible. I want to be able to follow my dream one day, but it's going to require savings, and quite honestly, I don't make enough to save... especially with recent expenses.. Like paying off what college expenses I have incurred and credit card debts. And now, to add onto the list, this week my car's transmission died. Leaving me to need to save money for a new set of wheels.

Well, I know I need to do some thinking for myself... but believe it or not, its not just me I've been thinking so much about. I look at other people around and can see just how badly they are affected by things in there lives. I feel like I can intervene and help, and yet I stop myself for the most part. I stop, look at myself and realize I'm in no position to really be giving advice. Right?

Until next time,

Monkey Pants signing off.